I live with generalized anxiety disorder (GAD). Which means that anxiety presents itself to me every day, throughout the day. As much progress as I have made in therapy, I still find myself getting sucked into what I like to call â€śthe anxiety vortex.â€ť
Part of my recovery has involved recognizing when I start to head down into the rabbit hole, and using tools to take a step (or a lot of steps) back. I hear from more and more people that itâ€™s a challenge to identify anxious behaviors for what they are, so here are some of my own red flags, and what I do to help myself when they come up.
1. Develop body awareness
An important place to start recognizing your anxious behavior is your own body. Many of us perceive that anxiety is all in our heads, when in reality, it is also very much physical. When my thoughts start to race and indecision kicks in, I turn my awareness away from my mind toward what is physically happening to me. When my breathing has become faster, when I start sweating, when my palms tingle, and when I sweat, I know that my anxiety level is increasing. Our physical reactions to anxiety are highly individual. Some people experience headaches, stomachaches, or backaches, while for others, breaths become quick and shallow. Beginning to notice what happens in my body and how it feels has given me a powerful way to spot anxiety symptoms. Even if Iâ€™m not sure what is making me become anxious, taking note of my physical changes helps me to slow down and â€¦
2. Take deep, slow breaths
3. Examine the everyday
For me, anxiety isnâ€™t as focused on major catastrophic events. Rather, itâ€™s hidden in my daily activities. From choosing what to wear, to planning an event, to buying a gift, I become obsessed with finding the perfect solution. From small decisions to big ones, I will compare and check every and all options until I have exhausted myself. Before my episode of major depression and anxiety in 2014, I didnâ€™t think that I had an anxiety problem. Shopping, overachieving, people pleasing, fear of failure â€” now I can look back and see that anxiety defined many of my personal and professional habits. Becoming educated about anxiety disorders has helped me a lot. Now, I know what to call it. I know what the symptoms are and can connect them to my own behavior. As frustrating as it can be, at least it makes more sense. And Iâ€™m not afraid to get professional help or take medication. It sure beats trying to deal with it on my own.
4. Intervene in the moment
Anxiety is like a snowball: Once it starts rolling downhill, itâ€™s very difficult to stop it. Body awareness, breathing, and knowing my symptoms are only one side of the coin. The other is actually changing my anxious behavior, which in the moment is extremely difficult to do because the momentum is so powerful. Whatever need is driving the anxious behavior feels urgent and dire â€” and, for me, that is usually an underlying fear of rejection or not being good enough. Over time, I have found that I can almost always look back and see that choosing the perfect dress wasnâ€™t so important in the grand scheme of things. Oftentimes, anxiety isnâ€™t really about what we are anxious about.
These are a few tools that help me intervene with myself in the moment:
Just walking away. If I am getting sucked into indecision and keep checking, researching, or going back and forth, I gently encourage myself to drop it for now.
Setting a timer on my phone.Â I give myself 10 more minutes to check different options, and then I need to stop.
Keeping lavender oil in my purse.Â I pull the bottle out and smell it at moments when I feel the anxiety rising. It distracts me and engages my senses in a different way.
Talking to myself, sometimes out loud.Â I recognize that I am feeling scared and ask myself what else I can choose to do to help me feel safe.
Being active.Â Exercise, going for a brief walk, or even just standing up and stretching helps me to reconnect with my body and takes me out of the intensity of the moment. Having some backup activities handy helps: cooking, crafts, watching a movie, or cleaning can help me choose a different path.
5. Donâ€™t be afraid to ask for help
I have come to realize that anxiety is common. In fact, itâ€™s theÂ most common mental illnessÂ in the United States. So very many others experience symptoms of anxiety, even if they arenâ€™t diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. While I donâ€™t wear a sign around my neck that says â€śANXIETY PROBLEM,â€ť I do talk to family, friends, and even some colleagues about it. I canâ€™t underscore how much this has helped me. It has shown me that I am not alone. I learn from how other people cope with it, and I help them by sharing my own experiences. And I feel less isolated when things get tough. Those who are closest to me can help me recognize when my anxiety is becoming stronger, and while that isnâ€™t always easy to hear, I do appreciate it. They wouldnâ€™t know how to be there for me if I didnâ€™t share.
Getting to know my own anxiety has been the key to helping me unlock it. I used to gloss over behaviors that concerned me and didnâ€™t tune into how my body reacted to stress. While it has been difficult to face, itâ€™s almost a relief to understand how GAD impacts me from day to day. The more awareness I develop, the less often I find myself sucked down into the vortex. Without that knowledge, I couldnâ€™t get the help I needed from others and, most importantly, I couldnâ€™t get the help I need from myself.
About The Author:
Amy Marlow lives with generalized anxiety disorder and depression, and is a public speaker with theÂ National Alliance on Mental Illness. A version of this article first appeared on her blog,Â Blue Light Blue, which was named one of Healthlineâ€™sÂ best depression blogs.
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